Hasool e Maqsad pey likhi gayi aik farzi kahani
Lahorion kay liye lahore ki neher hi niagara fall aur hawaii beaches hein .mausam khuwa koi bhi ho lahori isi sarak sey safar karne ko tarjeeh detey hein yeh wo nehar hai jo saal mai do (2) maah safayi aur do(2) maah kisi na kisi under pass ki taameer ki wajah se ruki rehti hai magar jashan e baharan , jashan e azadi jaise mokoon pey isay khoob sajaya jata hai , aur is nehar kay dono atraaf ki shahrayein logoon ki tawajoh ka markaz bani rehti hien
Baat shuru hoti hai ab hum jaise neem samajhdar aur sabit qadam insan say jis key liye yeh shahraayein 12 mahinay tawajoh ka markaz bani rehti hien. parhne waley shayad is cheez ka khayal nahi kar rahe shayad kay yehi neher jail road se bhi ho kay guzarti hai , ab sochne ki baat yeh kay aik nihayat shareef aur kabil aadmi ka jail se kya taluq tu janab mukamal naam jail road hai hum jaisoon ka doosra ghar second home , pehla bhi kahein tu galat na hoga .kyun kay ghar tu hum sirf sonay jate they baqi wakt tu jail road pe hi guzarta tha.jahan uske footpath humari sair gah they wahin ispe banay bus stop humari khawab gah,bhai hum tu kehte hein k sooraj dhalne aur talooh hone ka jo manzar jail road se nazar aata hai wo sahil e samunder aur baraf se liptay paharoon say bhi nahi aata , goya asli lahore humare liye wohi tha jo mozang kay qurtaba chowk say shuru hota hua bal khaati sarak k zariye sher pao bridge tak jata hai.
Buhat sochne aur samajhne k baad hum awara o naakra union ney isko United States of Jail road ka naam dia, waise tu yahan choti moti kaafi states hein lekin bari states mai APWA , LAHORE , KINNAIRD sir e fehrist hein ,Lahore aur apwa jesi states ko humne buhat pasmaanda paaya aur uska irada turk karte huye KINNAIRD mai deray daalne ki thaan li
Ibtidayi taleem aur Intermediate kay baad kaafi khud aitmadi aa gyi thi , tu waldeen ko yeh kehte huye zara sharam nahi ayi kay graduation tu hum kinnaird college say hi kareinge.ghar mai sab say chota aur ladla honey ka trump card tu humare hath mai tha hi tu lagay zid karne is maqsad kay liye do , char din ki bhook haartaal say bhi daraigh na kiya maa tu maa hoti hai , lakht e jigger ko bhooka dekh kay kalejay ko hath para tu bol hi parein tu yoon mehsoos hua jaise umeed kay ballot box mai chunn(sound) kar kay aik winning vote aa gira ho,walid sahab kay dala-ill (Rationale/Justification) bhi unkay iraday ki terha pukhta thay kay Begum kinnaird khawateen ka college hai wahan daakhlay kay liye yaa tu jins ki tabdeeli zaroori hai ya koi khas qarar daad manzoor karwani pare gi akwaam-e-mutahida say khair dono kaam hi na mumkin kay tu humare liye.Jis maa ka jawan jahan beta bhooka pyasa ho wo kaise chain se jee paati aakhir kaar walid sahab ko apne hathyaar daalne hi pare aur lagay apne asar rasookh larane kay shayad daakhla karwa sakein , Ulaad aur Bewi ki mohabat mai humne unhe mufti bantey bhi dekha jab humne hi fatway kay mutabik unho ney rishwat ko halal qarar de diya par na mumkin ko mumkin banaye kon ? aakhir kar tamam tar kaawishoon kay bawajood kuch hasil na aya aur aur wakt ki chaki mai mardana colleges ki taareekhein bhi guzar gayein
Mard hein zuban kay pakay o paband hein tu maqsad kiun kar badal letey .maqsad abhi bhi kinnaird hi tha , ander na jaa sakay tu kya hua ? bahir kharay honay se hume kon mayi ka laal rok sakta tha ...ma siwaye bawardi musalah afraad kay (police) itna taawun tu khair humara unsay banta hi hai ba-hesiyat mauziz shehri .Tu janab usi kinnaird college kay bahir deray daal liye aur us manshoor pay amal daramad shuru kar dia jo humne is yakeen kay sath banaya tha kay humare walid bari top cheez hein chutki bajate hi daakhla karwa deinge lekin iska andaza baad mai hua kay aaloo piyaz kay bhao kam karwane aur betay ko khawateen kay college mai daakhla dilwane mai buhat farak hai
Ab kya ...hum jo banay Intermediate sirapa e ghazal tu har khatoon hume dekh k shairi kerne lagi , hafiza kamzor na hota tu shayad sab yaad kar letay par jinpe takiya tha unka kalaam kuch yoon tha
tera naam janti hoon
tera kaam janti hoon
teri zindagi ki subha
teri sham janti hoon
mai yeh bhi janti hoon tera paighaam kya hai
kaka , tujhe phaye lagane kay harbay tamam janti hoon
"boli jao saanu ki " hum tu bhai sir pey kafan baandh kay ghar se nikley they aur wo mujahid hi kya jo jaam e shahadat nosh farmaye bina hi jihaad chor day.hume tu har haal mai apni aur tamam awara o nakara mardoon ki union ki baqa o salamti kay liye jihaad kerna tha .Tu bus morchay sambhaal kay beth gaye , aslaah kay taur pey aankhon pe chashma hath mai qalam muh mai ciggarette aur jaib mai saada auraak (papers/chits) maujood they.Din raat , raat din bus jihaad hota raha lekin kisi ka bhi dil fateh karne mai kaamyaab na ho sakay aur isi dooran do(2) qeemti saal guzar gaye "nayi tey naa sahi" ki policy pe amal karte huye humne hathyaar daal diye aur kuch parhne , kuch karne ki thaani.
Apni man mani ka nateeja yeh nikla kay humare sponsors bhi bhag gaye , jee haan ! humare waldeen aik phooti kori bhi dene ko tayar naa they tu khair baat wohi kay khud aitmaad tu hum they hi humne apne kharchay khud uthane ka faisla kia , awara o nakara union kay sadar aur doosre memberaan say maazrat kay baad apna isteefa rakhte huye golden hand shake ka mutaalba kia , apni wafadaari ka dhaansoo sa saboot dene kay bad itni raqam mil hi gyi kay kisi sarkaari college mai daakhla ho jata baqi kharcha tu hum part time nokari se bhi utha lein aakhir hum se acha hai kon
Ab jab dobara taleemi silsila shuru kia tu kuch palay hi na paray yoon laga jaise taleem se tu door door tak humara koi rishta nahi , ghar aur union say over confidence ka certificate mila chuka tha tu apna haal kisay sunatey.khair himat tu aakhir karna thi , doosra masla jo dar paish tha wo amdan thi tu janab aik dhoobi si istari karwaya jora pehan kay nikal paray dafatir(offices) ki khaak channe yahan se wahan, wahan se yahan
jahan kaproon pey salwatein parein wahin jootay bhi ghis gaye matric aur inter ki sanad ko aik file mai rakhay hum dar ba dar thokrein khaatay rahe , majaal jo kisi ney wo file dekhne ki bhi himat ki ho so kuch arsa yehi maamool raha aur isi asnah mai fees ada karne ki taareekh aa gayi ghar wale aik lafz sunne ko tayar na they khair marta kya na karta yeh baich wo baich yeh kaarnaama bhi anjaam de hi diya.taleemi muamlaat mai tu humari esi wapsi hui jesi kisi jila watan siyasatdaan ki hoti hai magar afsoos beyrozgaari ka dhaba abhi bhi humare daaman mai laga hua tha .Ab wakt aa chuka tha kay zindagi ka har darwaza band ho chuka tha ma siwaye dar-e-mayoosi , na umeedi kay abhi us mai daakhil honay ko hi they kay qudrat meharban ho gayi aur aik choti moti nokari mil hi gyi , sanjeedgi ab humari ragoon mai dorne lagi thi din mai taleem sham mai nokari yehi humara mamool-e-zindagi tha ,akhir kaar wo din bhi aa hi gaya jab humari file mai matric , inter kay baad graduation ki degree bhi qayaam pazeer ho gayi.
Saawal yeh tha kay , kyaa yehi mustakbil hai ?? jawab aaya nahi abhi nahi abhi tu shuruwaat hai , nataij itne ache they kay kisi bhi ache college university mai dakhla ho jata . humari sanjeedi aur lagan ko dekhte huye hume ghar say bhi hamdardi ka vote mil chuka tha , lekin ab tu jaise mushkilaat ka samna kanre kay aadi ho chuke they tu teh yeh paaya kay subha classes leinge aur sham mai apni walid sahab ka unke business mai hath batayeingey waqt ka pahiya(wheel) aisi barq raftari say ghooma kay kay ab kay file mai na sirf masters ki degree bulkay tajuraby kay do(2) patar bhi lag gaye ab zaroorat thi aik interview ki tu jab sab kuch theek ho raha tha wo bhala kaise ghalat hota tu janab aik kabil-e-fakhar nokari mil gayi aur adjustment mai tu waise hi hume kamal hasil tha tu maamool kuch aisa banaya kay haftay mai daftar se milne wali do (2) chution ko humne zaaya karne ki bajaye walid sahab k business kay liye waqf kar dia.
Khuda ki laathi be awaz hai yeh tu suna tha yahan tu uski rehmat bhi be awaaz hi sabit hui aur ittefaq say aik aisi khatoon humari shareek e hayat ban k ayein jinho ne kinnaird college say hi graduation kar rakhi thi tu zindagi ka wo maqsad bhi poora ho gaya , mukhtasiran yeh kay ALLAH ki zaat kay har khushi yar rehmat se nawaaz daala . aaj mere ghar aur daftar kay beech aik lambi sarak ka faasla hai ...je haan ! united states of jail road , dopahar kay khanay kay liye rozana hi ghar jana hota hai aur kinnaird se guzarna parta hai , aaj bhi wahan larkoon ki kaseer taadaad maujood hoti hai, shayad yeh manchalay bhi meri terhan yahan daakhlay ka irada rakhte they , aur na honay pey kharay ehtijaaj kar rahe hien yeh soch kay aksar muskura deta hoon , yeh muskurahat mujhe sharminda tu karti hai par aik sawal khud pey naaz karne pey bhi majboor kar deta hai kay kya yeh bhi apna asal maqsad samajh payeinge ...kya yeh abhi mustakbil sanwaar payeinge ??........
ALLAH TAALAH hum sab ki zindagi ko aasaan banate huye hume naik aur seedhi raah pey chalne ki taufeeq ata farmaye Ameen
Adeel Ahmed 2009
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